The sorrow that led to Lindsay's meltdown

This week's Star Magazine reports that a "rehab" fling at Promises with a married man is what sent Lindsay Lohan into a "total meltdown- and her arrest on July 24."

Warning, this is sad and graphic. A source says, "Lindsay's rehab romance was pathetic. He was a married guy from the Midwest with a nice body. He was having fun with Lindsay. She called him her 'rehab boyfriend.' They would fool around all the time. And they weren't just kissing. He was in her room often."

When it was time for her rehab boyfriend to fly back home to his wife, "She completely freaked out," the source says. "She started screaming, 'Don’t leave me! Don’t leave me! If you leave I am going to die!'" A few minutes after he left, Lindsay emerged from her room with blood dripping from a self-inflicted wound on her wrist."

"She cut her left wrist so badly, there was blood everywhere – on her clothes, on her face, in her hair," the source reveals. "She was screaming, ‘He can’t go’ and sobbing."

It wasn't the first time that an out-of-control Lindsay has cut herself, insiders report. A friend of the actress recalls a 3-day drinking and drug bender during which Lindsay consumed massive amounts of vodka, cocaine, pills and Ecstasy and ended up at a party at the Hollywood Hills where she became enraged when the host ran out of her favorite drink.

"She wanted Grey Goose vodka and went on a rampage," another source tells Star. Someone who claims to be a friend of Lindsay's for years.

She says Lindsay screamed, "I want my brand, and I want it now!" before grabbing a corkscrew and shutting herself in the bathroom. Partygoers heard cabinets being opened and slammed shut, and then Lindsay screamed through the door, 'I'm going to kill myself! No one understands me!"

The friend says Lindsay "was cutting her wrists with the corkscrew. She's done this before, and it's crazy scary. A few minutes later she came out dripping blood. Luckily the wounds were superficial, but it was still a horrific sight."

"For someone who a year ago was on top of the world, it's tragic," says her friend. "She’s hit rock bottom – it's like watching a horrible train wreck. You want to turn away, but you can't."

Lindsay Lohan to do a Raunchy Striptease

Actress Lindsay Lohan is set to cling on to her wild ways in her upcoming film ‘I Know Who Killed Me’, in which she plays a pole dancer.

The actress, who is undergoing a stint at a rehab after she was arrested for drunk driving, will sizzle on screen with some raunchy stripping sessions.

Lohan underwent rigorous training for the role, as she combined striptease classes with yoga sessions and ballet practice.

She agrees that it is not an easy task, for she is now left with bruises all over her body.

“I've been in pole dancing lessons, every day for four hours. I have bruises all over. That's why I haven't worn shorts,” the Daily Mail quoted her, as saying.

"Her character is a stripper, and she now realises that the job isn't easy,” her spokesperson Leslie Sloane added.

Lohan has had a brief stint at pole dancing in real life too, as she sizzled in a steamy session with model Kate Moss at New York club Scores.

Lohan Parties in Her Birthday Suit

Lindsay Lohan pranced around on the beach in a skimpy bikini for her birthday -- what a way to celebrate!

TMZ cameras were on the sand in Malibu for the rehab inhabitant's 21st, where LiLo frolicked around a beach house in nothing more than a bathing suit and some sea foam green stripper shoes as buddy Samantha Ronson spun some music for the party.

Lohan was spotted snapping photos of her friends and family -- who included Nicole Richie's ex DJ AM, Evan Ross, mom Dina and mini-lookalike sister Alli -- she even took pix of paparazzi with her very own telephoto lens.

Linds left the party at around 2:15 AM and was whisked back to Promises, where she'll complete her second stint in rehab.

Source : TMZ

Lindsay Lohan Tops Maxim `Hot 100' List

Lindsay Lohan rules. According to Maxim magazine, at least this month, she's the hottest woman in the world.

The "Georgia Rule" actress-troublemaker tops the magazine's eighth annual "Hot 100" list, a ranking by editors weighing buzz and beauty for women in film, TV, music, sports and fashion.

"There is no other star in the world (who) causes more of a stir in the public eye than Lindsay," said Maxim Editor in Chief Jimmy Jellinek in a statement. "Her every move is watched and reported on."

Not surprisingly, Jellinek described his young, male readership as being "obsessed" with the 20-year-old Lohan, a ubiquitous party girl who spent the weekend soaking up the sun (with a new boyfriend) in the Bahamas.

Jessica Alba had to settle with the No. 2 on the list, which is in the magazine hitting stands Saturday. She's followed, in order, by Scarlett Johansson, Christina Aguilera, Jessica Biel, Ali Larter, Eva Mendes, Rihanna, Eva Longoria, Fergie, Sienna Miller, Angelina Jolie, Beyonce Knowles and Katherine Heigl.

Celebrity sisters Ashlee and Jessica Simpson are on the list at No. 16 and No. 41, respectively. Ashley Olsen, half of the mogul acting twins, placed 37th, while sister Mary-Kate didn't make the cut.

The cover of the Hot-100 June issue features a picture of No. 29: Sarah Silverman.

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Maxim: http://www.maximonline.com

"Georgia Rule": http://www.georgiarulemovie.net

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